10 more days till 2010

Christmas is here. An overwhelming 2009 has almost come to an end. I don't exactly know how I got over it. All in all, I'm blessed.

hope roller coaster ride is over. i wanna LEARN and learn and learn, FAST.

*I pray to god for my family's good health.*

I promised myself a big christmas present. What to buy? hmmm...

十個月后，這是真的嗎？

從沒所謂，到得到，到失去，到失落，到很想得到，再得到。

很刺激。

我害怕。

害怕，

再失去。

追求安穩舒適 還是 風高浪急？

會希望越大失望越大嗎？

心情患得患失

這是祂的安排嗎？回想過去一年，實在很大變化。祂好神奇。

反思

Being young is not an excuse.

I made many mistakes during that two years. Disappointed at myself. I used to believe that I am different. Since when have I become so self-centred? Or have I always been so? 

In Faith Go Forward. "What's important is to look forward." It's hard to promise that I won't make those mistakes again. After u lied the first time, ur promises worth little.

每當要讀書時才會胡思亂想，想到一直以來的價值觀。曾經有好些自私的行爲，令自己于心有愧，辜負了主的愛。還望有天我又可以昂起頭，發表我的‘好人’論。

《回來我身邊》

很喜歡我左眼見到鬼中的《回來我身邊》 

道別了怎可再見　就像這一生再精彩也得一次童年但是我天真未變　

孩子很好騙　為了不死的信念仍然信　你狡辯　

若我聽教你便回來我身邊

＃明知等不到　亦要等　還好有眼淚來陪襯　

反正空虛　沒什麼想發生　難得開心過　讓我等　

難得我越捱越振奮　可以等誰願意問　沒有真相才吸引(連眉梢都因你劇震)　

我勇敢　我膽怯　我不忿　回頭問背後誰著了燈 (回頭問背後誰在接吻)

但願你真的看見　現在我天天抱緊這布公仔去睡眠

但願我天真未變　孩子很好騙　為了不死的信念仍然信　

你狡辯　若我聽教你便回來我身邊

Repeat ＃（）若是你聲音會變　但願你的神態未變

能控制的太少了。